One thing that I always think about is my son being an only child. That bothers me sometimes so much. Why not have more? Well I've thought about it...... I'm 38, so age is NOT on my side right now. I've been married for 15+ years now so it's not like we jumped right into having kids! Why didn't we start earlier? Well because it just didn't happen......and my thought was always, if it's meant to be, it will happen and if it doesn't? Well that's the way God wanted it. So why did he wait over 14 yrs to give us a child? I have no idea but I'll be sure to ask him someday when I meet him. I only have one brother who is married but no children. My husband only has one brother who is not married and no children pretty much on that side........soooooooo as of right now, my son is the 1st and only grandchild on both sides. So who will he have when he gets older? This is what I think about alot of the time. I know having a sibling for him would not gaurantee anything, but he would atleast have someone. So for right now I count my blessings that I have a healthy child but this is still a thought I ponder all the time......Monday, February 26, 2007
One thing that I always think about is my son being an only child. That bothers me sometimes so much. Why not have more? Well I've thought about it...... I'm 38, so age is NOT on my side right now. I've been married for 15+ years now so it's not like we jumped right into having kids! Why didn't we start earlier? Well because it just didn't happen......and my thought was always, if it's meant to be, it will happen and if it doesn't? Well that's the way God wanted it. So why did he wait over 14 yrs to give us a child? I have no idea but I'll be sure to ask him someday when I meet him. I only have one brother who is married but no children. My husband only has one brother who is not married and no children pretty much on that side........soooooooo as of right now, my son is the 1st and only grandchild on both sides. So who will he have when he gets older? This is what I think about alot of the time. I know having a sibling for him would not gaurantee anything, but he would atleast have someone. So for right now I count my blessings that I have a healthy child but this is still a thought I ponder all the time......
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I think about the same thing too alot. We tried for 5 years(fertility docs, ect.). I too had to come to the conclusion that if God wanted us to have a baby he would give us one. And your definitely still at a good age for more:) Buy like you said it is in God's hands...still.
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